You know how some people just talking without thinking? I’m that kind of person. And its not just me talking but also my actions.
Recently, I said something real stupid. At first I didnt know it then I realised (a lot later) that the comment or conversation I had just broadcasted how stupid I was. The worst thing was, I didnt verbally admit that I said something stupid. It was like my mouth was saying “no, its totally not my fault” but my mind is saying “stupid karen”. At that realisation, I found out 2 things.
1. I talk without thinking.
2. I have no guts
At least, I know I did wrong right?
I used to have this soft-spoken classmate and she was young yet really smart. Not just in books but the way she speaks and carries herself. When you talk to her, you can feel her smart brain juice in her every sentence. I want to be like her. But im like the total opposite. 
Loud Karen wants to be Quiet Karen? That’d be a miracle.
I cant turn back time on what I said, but at least I learnt my lesson. Not going to repeat that incident again. Ugh, I feel so stupid.
Talking about that, makes me remember what I was thinking a few days ago.
You meet all sorts of people and you forget about them a lot. The only ones that really stays are people or friends with a strong personailty. I feel that everyone should have a strong personailty and not be like others. Just my two cents..
If everyone had a strong personality, then we’d be like the others. Also, I think that’s an opinion, because it also depends on the persona of the person at the time.
As for your regret, sometimes things happen, and we say things that we don’t mean and/or that we didn’t want to say. It just makes you human.
I think that at one time or another, we all say things when we weren’t thinking and that we regret. We all mistakes, but we all also learn from them.
I don’t think that everyone should necessarily have a strong personality. I think that everyone should be just who they are, whether their personality is loud or quiet, or whatever you want to call it. If we all had strong personalities, we’d all be kind of the same. The different kinds make us unique. Most of my friends that I’ve kept with, I wouldn’t say all of them have super strong personalities. So I guess it just varies with people.
I make that mistake a bit often. I get so mortified and I keep trying to learn how to shut my mouth. But inevitably when I do get the guts to open my mouth again I forget to shut it back up. -oops.
I wish my personality was a little less strong. I think I’m strong in all the wrong places. I’m not forgettable and that’s a problem for me.