You know how some people just talking without thinking? I’m that kind of person. And its not just me talking but also my actions.
Recently, I said something real stupid. At first I didnt know it then I realised (a lot later) that the comment or conversation I had just broadcasted how stupid I was. The worst thing was, I didnt verbally admit that I said something stupid. It was like my mouth was saying “no, its totally not my fault” but my mind is saying “stupid karen”. At that realisation, I found out 2 things.
1. I talk without thinking.
2. I have no guts
At least, I know I did wrong right?
I used to have this soft-spoken classmate and she was young yet really smart. Not just in books but the way she speaks and carries herself. When you talk to her, you can feel her smart brain juice in her every sentence. I want to be like her. But im like the total opposite.
Loud Karen wants to be Quiet Karen? That’d be a miracle.
I cant turn back time on what I said, but at least I learnt my lesson. Not going to repeat that incident again. Ugh, I feel so stupid.
Talking about that, makes me remember what I was thinking a few days ago.
You meet all sorts of people and you forget about them a lot. The only ones that really stays are people or friends with a strong personailty. I feel that everyone should have a strong personailty and not be like others. Just my two cents..