A ticking time bomb

Everyone wants you to work for them but no one wants to work for you.

I feel that I’ve garner up so much hate in my heart that I feel like I’ve become a ticking time bomb. A long story short on my current situation.

My divorced parents became redundant and so has the rest of my family (except me and my annoying grandmother). I feel so unappreciated whenever I work hard for my family.

Like Lunar New Year is coming, and I wanted to help spring clean. So I was keeping furniture that we don’t use and she came up to me like “bring the table back” and I’m like “we don’t even use it”. But she insisted and I exploded. Like SERIOUSLY! Give me a break! Here I am, trying to help and you just come up to me like ‘you are not being appreciated, undo everything that you have done‘.

I feel like I’m doing so much but my sister… My sister with that pretty face (not pretty imo, looks like skinny snooki), that hooks are with rich guys and not lift a single finger in helping out in the family. I feel a bit like Cinderella now, except that I can talk back.

This is Asia where I’m stuck in this home until I get married. But I got this boyfriend who have no hopes or dreams on where to go in life. (We are talking about getting a place of our own but it might take a few years to solidify)

I don’t know, what should I do (like how should I get my lazy arse sister to do some work)?

I want to get out but there is no place for me.

Tear-stained eyes