Being Beautiful

So for the year 2013, I will work towards on what I deemed beautiful.

I am 22 this year and I have pretty low self-esteem. I like to blame that on my boyfriend who loves me the way I am (not saying that its a bad thing). People and friends around me are wearing heels, putting on makeup, etc.. They carry that air of charisma and classiness that I feel I’ve yet to obtained. Im not going to complain on how I look anymore but to actually start doing it.

Ever since I started my new job, I wore contact lens most of the days. But without makeup; since I dont have the essentials such as eyeliner or a less bright lipstick. I know I look haggard or dull without makeup but at least my new colleagues are getting used to seeing me bare-faced. I saw this girl on Facebook, and she looked so pretty and feminine without makeup. Im trying to be like her. I am still concern on wearing lenses for too long. So I sometimes wear my glasses to work.

Today, while at lunch, I called Browhaus in attempt to make an appointment to do my brows (for the first time ever!). But the therapist’s schedule was fully booked. She offered another date but I declined as I do not go to town often. Oh well, maybe I’ll call a salon that is nearer to my home. Maybe next week. ..

I will update more on my journey to being beautiful! Yes, I know I am superficial but you cant do anything with me feeling like a pile of shit among the roses.